December 2008
21 posts
It has been great
2008 has been a good year to me. Not quite a bitch as I expected. I made friends, lost friends, met new people, got new experience, learned new things, un-learned old things, traveled in and out of country, alone and with loved ones, shed tears, brought tears, and I managed to stick to one of the few many crappy resolutions, I did not watch porns for the whole year. WOOT! These are the things...
Dec 30th
Two cents, two cents!
I haven’t been tumbling much for the past 3 days. I have been busy penning down in my diary.. Yes,I do keep a diary. It helped me a lot for the past 10 years and although I do blog, my diary served its purpose to keep my private life, private. Which got me thinking; how personal should a blog be? Although I do understand that a blog is meant to be personal, to record a personal’s view, life and...
Dec 23rd
Sudut mari membuang masa
I blog to keep my system in check, or suppressed emotions would get to anyone near me, which is not good, not good at all. My cousin once told me that history is written by winners. And he gave me a lengthy explanation which I found reasonable. His theory is simple; history is subjective; even based on the records and documentations. The winner would record his history based on his own...
Dec 19th
Dec 18th
Who ah?
Few days back, I received an SMS from MM’s Consulting ed. MM is Malay Mail, the newspaper by the way,  most likely not the acronym that you think of. Ouwh I foresee this as a joke later..:) (Kepada alfian and the gang, shut up-shut up! :P) He asked me to participate on MM’s Voice of the Year thingy, and select a person/ people of whose contributions, influences, achievements and dedications are...
Dec 17th
Giggly Girls
I spent the past two weekends getting together with my close school friends, those whom I managed to stay in touch despite the distance and time constraints. (Ye ye kelapa, macam lah aku duduk L.A ke, Guatemala ke kan) During the first weekend, I gotta celebrate Athirah’s 22nd birthday with Dian, Mastura and Dee Dee, although she was the one who treated us with the pre-dinner meal at Madam...
Dec 16th
Ikut hati mati.
People have been telling me to live life free, without boundaries and without a single care with what people think. Do according to what your heart desires, and you shall be set free. And I have been thinking, kalau to live according to what my heart desires, only God knows what would happen to me. Of course we have always heard the phrase, “Kalau ikutkan hati” Sebab kalau nak...
Dec 14th
No writer's juice in this head
I tried so hard to write today but everything I wrote seemed so wrong. I felt that all of my vocabs have been used and re-used and I did not have an eye for details to describe things that I wanted to describe and even if I wanted to describe something, a thing, anything, I could not find the right words to explain it all. Shit. I hate to sound corny and cheesy and cliché and I know for sure that...
Dec 12th
Dec 11th
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In a relationship with my little brother.
I am. Does it sound incest enough? :D Because I’ve been told by many people that I am the splitting image of shafiQ, vice versa. Most of the times people would ask whether we are siblings. Sometimes people would ask whether we are cousins or related. And once, we told a random stranger that we are married, and they say married couple tend to look alike. Aku memang gatal.Kau peduli apa? shafiQ...
Dec 11th
Dec 9th
Me speaking fashion?
It might be a downright lie if I say that I hate shopping. I love to, when the mood strikes me. With the booming developments of shopping malls and wide range of retailers, the temptation is too irresistible. But I notice that my shopping pattern is quite dangerous and hazardous to myself (and my pocket) as I am a hoarder. I never liked to buy one item in one place, because, once I shop, I would...
Dec 8th
Perhaps, I am.
I am never the type of person who socializes much. By the number of friends I have in my Facebook, the numbers would suggest that I am the type who goes out, make friends, but in truth, the people in my friends’ list are mostly comprised of my schoolmates, college mates, previous employers and work mates, acquaintances and a friend of a friend, and my boyfriend’s friends. Which means the people I...
Dec 8th
Aku merapu lagi.
I am in the midst of having a super flu and it annoys me bad. I woke up with a throbbing headache, but after reading my friend’s note in Facebook about the reality and ideas of love, he inspired me to write. The idea of love is that people would get a happy ending, a knight in the shining armour, well you got the idea. The thing is, it is just an idea. As simple as that. Because once the looks...
Dec 7th
“A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows...”
– Bernard Meltzer
Dec 5th
Of all the people.
I am too tired to type. To Alfian Zohri; Happy Birthday, and I hope you a live filled with love and happiness, and may we always be friends. For life. And calling me Maimon would be a friendly reminder in 22 years down the road,when I would be this 44 years old hot mama with my equally hot daughter or son strolling in the park, sightseeing and peoplewatching, your nickname would remind me of...
Dec 5th
Dec 3rd
How to talk to girls. →
It is a known fact that all children are talented souls. Their creative minds and their insightful thoughts are honest, original and unpretentious. I would love to grow up, but would want to stay a kid forever, if it’s OK.
Dec 2nd
It's hard, but..
It is really hard at times, especially when things suddenly go fucked up beyond reasons fathomable, and all you could do is to keep hanging on to someone at the other line. At times you just could not take it, and all you wanted to do is to run away from it all. It’s hard, especially when the person you care the most was the one unreachable the most, and whose words mattered the most suddenly left...
Dec 2nd